just a couple of things.

1. I'm weird. It's not a bad thing
2. I do whatever that makes me happy, except when other people are not. But if they don't accept it then pfft too bad for you.
3. I'm special. And so are you.
4. I will not be fake to blend in with the other fakes.
5. I couldn't give a shit about what you think. I tried, but nope. 
6. Your existence gives me a headache. Stand over there please. 
7. I AM happy. for the time being. 
8. The insults are not funny. See? No one's laughing
9. I LIVE. not exist
10. I'm suppose to be studying now. wait wut's pmr

so hi.

On the day before PMR, I...

1. Vowed to wake up at 6 but ended up waking up at 8...close enough.
2. Played the keyboard like never before
3. Danced with my sister. Yeah seriously. 
4. Refreshed my twitter feed every 10 seconds. Then day dream for 5 minutes. Then checked what happened on twitter during those 5 minutes. And then day dream. 
5. I went on plurk (wtf procrastination much) 
6. I went on Facebook (seriously wth happened to it man) 
7. I watched Keeping Up With The Kardashians to relieve stress 
8. Surprised by myself cause I was entertained 
9. Played more keyboard 
10. Had a 10 minute phone call 
11. Read Ge Mei Liang from primary school. 
12. Freaked out about tomorrow, MANY TIMES
13. Updated my dead blog cause I'm too afraid to get on Tumblr/Life. 

Despite of all that, I managed to study quite a lot. Obviously not as much as I thought I would,  but yeah. I really hope that I won't face pressure tomorrow even though it's the thing we've been preparing for for the last 6 years gahh shuddap. 

Good luck me :) and to everyone else. I miss this blog.

satisfy my needs

The school computers sucks. Okay fine I'm just jealous. It sucks because they banned every single website which is mildly interesting/websites that I go on. (How is Tumblr called online-shopping, seriously?)

Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and what not. I mean what's the point of having the internet then. I guess all we can do is Google and widen our knowledge on things (haha yeah right)

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I feel so bored now during concert practice haha. The only thing I can do is to read other blogs. So I decided to update my own miserable one. I could go up to the hall and watch the concert for the 30th time though, but no thanks.

Strangely enough I'm really gonna miss this. Concert practice I mean, the concert is tomorrow and after that it'll be back to the normal schedule where I have nothing to look forward to until that bloody exam which name I won't even mention is over. Gosh. Concert practice seems like it started 2 weeks ago. It didn't, btw.

Hell I'm so bored I'm considering studying. fml.



neglected.

What a lazy Saturday. Sleep was interrupted in the morning cause had to go to school to attend a BM seminar. Yes on a freaking Saturday morning. It was pretty useless, I think. Maybe it helped a tad, but so not worth the 2 hours of my Saturday morning which I usually spend sleeping

I need to start listening to real music. Spend a lot of time just now listening to new singers on YouTube. Really excited to go and actually download some. That is, if I actually get to it. Been listening to a lot of Adele lately, love her latest album, it’s so soulful. Go listen to it, it’s really worth it.

See you the next time I get inspiration to write. Or if I get really bored. Like now. Hell I’m so bored I’m considering doing homework. I have like 5 drafted posts which are like done halfway which I haven’t go to finish.

In case this isn’t enough, here’s a picture of a unicorn to distract you until my next post!

 

weekend filled with chilling and currypuffs

Extremely overdued post! But I suddenly felt like blogging now. This was a post that I' was done with half way but never gotten around to finish. So yeah.

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I shall now blog about my 2nd weekend during Mid Term breaks.

As usual I head over to my cousin’s place. My brother and Jon headed to Denzil’s place cause he just came back from the US, and they wanted to…uhm I don’t even know. Lucas and Ethan went to Genting and Jia’s family also went for a holiday.

So I was stuck with Steph.

Yes that thing.

Well it wasn’t that bad. We spent most of our time just chilling.

There was a very funny story behind this box of cookies.

Okay so we were watching Burlesque and the guy was using a box similar to this to cover his royal subjects when he was naked.

Then suddenly Steph just paused the movie and started laughing really hard and running towards the kitchen. I had no idea what the freak was going on, like, totally clueless LOL.

After that she came out with that box of cookies and was like “I HAVE THE EXACT SAME BOX!!!!” But we both just lmao-ed. For about 5 minutes. We cool like that.

Our epic phail from trying to camwhore acros the table, haha.

Look we so lala!

I am very ashamed of myself for this.

This was another epic phail. She didn’t even know that it was upside down. And she made do a lot of stupid poses.

This was the only decent one. She caught me while I was indulged in Idoloonies and she had just came out from her shower –_-

After that we went for dinner. Uncle David wanted to take us out for something special for a special guest (yes, me.) We went to Pavillion. Cause apparently it was some offense when I told them I only went there once before. And that time I was with them too –.-

The beautiful sunset I managed to capture on the way there :)

Went to eat at some place with really nice “la mian”. It was a long wait though. Had to wait for about a half an hour before we could get our table.

Me looking at the menu

It was kinda cool cause we could see the men working from outside. And we were making a lot of jokes about them. They looked like giants cause they stood on higher ground. And their mouths were covered so I was wondering whether they had a work song they were singing while they were doing their jobs, LOL.

And then we were singing something like “siew pau, siew pau!” HAHA. Wonder if they could hear us through that thick glass. Maybe they had some mike outside and they could hear every single thing we said.

I thought they spat in our food.

But no our meal was quite satisfying :D

After that we walked around a little bit. Pavillion really isn’t a place for me. It’s filled with designer shops and clothes. It looks like a place only for rich people which sadly isn’t me :P

A security guard stopped us from taking a picture with the sunglasses. So to rebel (that’s just what we teenagers are good at) we were going to do it anyway but didn’t get to. We are such phailers.

 

So that’s basically it. This was like a month ago. And now I feel sad cause I really missed the holidays. Not really looking forward to the next few months as PMR is getting closer.

I have a lot ideas and things to blog about but let’s just see if I’ll get to that. I don’t have the discipline to blog anymore like I used to.

Excel!

Hahaha hello there. Remember me?

Yes I’m back. Back from where? I don’t even know myself. I lost the inspiration to blog long time ago. And I didn’t know why. Felt like there was much more important things I had to focus on, and I don’t know why, I was just lazy.

But I still spent a lot of time blogging on Tumblr. I like ranting on my tumblr, mainly because only some people know the url. And the pictures are gorgeous! It’s just a really nice place to put some small updates you know?

I was reminded on how much I used to love blogging. So I decided to blog, haha.

So Mid Terms are over. And I’m relieved as hell. But not for long until school reopens and we get our results back. Really not looking forward to that. Just trying to have fun during my holidays now. And so far, I have!

I spent my first Saturday just lazing around and catching up with social media cause I haven’t been online for like 3 weeks? And also reading tons of Idol blogs and interviews. The season’s wrapped up and I’m definitely not happy about the winner. Of course you won’t want me to start ranting about Idol won’t you?

Watched The Voice with cousins that nigh. And the next day was Youth Sunday at church. And 2 hours after that was church camp :) And there’s where I had been from Sunday to Wednesday!

It’s fast and sad that’s it’s already Friday though. It seems like it past so fast cause I spent most of the week at camp.

But I’m back!

 

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So I decided I’m gonna update on church camp, which you probably already knew I’d say was AWESOME. But Resurgence was so much better.

At first I really didn’t felt like going and was planning not to, cause it just came out of nowhere. About 1 month before it they announced, and the location was at church. Some of my cousins and friends weren’t going, so I was gonna boycott it. It looked really uninteresting.

But just 7 days before it I decided to sign up cause Christi forced me to. And cause my 2 cousins who were back from US were going to help out, I figured out why not.

Well it turned out pretty okay. More than pretty okay. Turns out I had more fun than I would if my cousins or my brother was there. So I guess everything does happen for a reason. I haven’t laughed till I felt my stomach was gonna burst in a long time. Seriously, some of the moments I had with my cousins and churchmates were just soo…hilarious.

 

Top 10 moments of camp

1. Feng Jie (You had to be there)
2. THE SPOON GAME (MIND EFFING)
3. White…magic!
4. Jimmy jimmy whoop
5. Grandma likes
6. Around the world
7. Lips can touch
8. Mari mari
9. Om chi chi
10. Buggie up!

Okay I realized that all of it were the stupid games I learned and played. But those were the most memorable ones. And I bet half of you don’t even know what I’m talking about.

Although the sessions weren’t as interesting and powerful as resurgence. (fell asleep in some :D) The games were more fun, haha. But God’s presence was still strongly felt, and when I just sit there and focus on Him, there really isn’t any feeling than that.

Was official photographer again. And like the previous camp, I’m gonna post some of the moments. I didn’t had an SLR, so I just used my normal camera.

Lex, my awesome cousin, there’s no such thing where you can talk to her and not laugh.

My jeans lol

Joanne’s hair flip.

Got to toy around with Joanne’s large ass and heavy camera :P

Lazy photographer :P

This was when were split into groups, and each had to come out with their own war cry.

Nexgen war cry.

Pastor Iris and Jia :D

Yi Xin and Janelle. At least they were some WMS peeps there.

Strong praying sessions

And of course they were strong praise too where we just go crazy and jump like mad!

It was a great time. Certainly bonded and know a lot of people from church.

Gonna try to blog more. But I need to get more pictures, and therefore I need more inspiration to take pictures! Well like I said, I like to enjoy the moments more than to capture them now.

every evening imma moanin'

I wanna see both of them in the finals! Just think of how interesting that would be.

But that is if things go my way, which they NEVER do, so therefore 2 young wannabe country singers will be in the finals and the winner's gonna suck.

WATCH IT!